The Rose Petal Beach by Dorothy Koomson – Extract

The Rose Petal Beach


Have you heard the story of The Rose Petal Beach?

The legend of the woman who gave up her whole life for love? She walked around and across the expanse of a deserted island, looking for her beloved who had been lost at sea. Her love was so rare and wondrous, so deep and beautiful and pure, that as she walked, her feet were cut by the sharp pebbles on the beach and every drop of blood turned into a rose petal until the beach became a blanket of perfect red petals.

Have you heard the story of The Rose Petal Beach?

Is it a story worth killing for?

1. Tami

This is where my life begins.

Not thirty-six years ago in a hospital in London. Not seventeen years ago when I moved out of my parents’ house to live in a smart but compact bedsit all on my own. Not fourteen years ago when I moved to Brighton. Not twelve years ago when I married my husband. Not even nine years ago when I had my first child. Not seven years ago when I had my second child. My life begins now.

With two burly, uniformed policemen, and one slender plain­clothes policewoman standing in my living room, about to arrest my husband.

Five minutes ago . . .

Five minutes ago, Cora, my eight year old was on her hands and upside down. She was showing her dad what she had done at school that day in gymnastics. ‘I want to go to the Olympics one day,’ she’d said, her curly hair, folded into two neat plaits, hung on each side of her face while her almost concave stomach strained as her arms trembled with the effort of being upside down for so long. Anansy, our six year old, was cuddled up in the corner of the large leather sofa, wearing her pink, brushed-cotton sheep-covered pyjamas, while telling a knock-knock joke.

Scott had finally laid aside his mobile and Blackberry, both of which he’d been on since he walked in the door, all during dinner, and now in the minutes we had together before the girls were meant to head upstairs to bed. I had been tempted by that point of the evening to calmly walk over to him, take both his phones from his hands and then just as serenely put my heel through the screen of each of them. Maybe if I broke the link, severed his connec­tion with the office, he would finally leave work and his mind would join his body in the house.

Three minutes ago . . .

Three minutes ago, I was nearest the living room door, so when the doorbell sounded, followed by a short, loud knock and I had watched Cora collapse happily – but safely – onto the floor, I went to the blue front door. I wasn’t expecting anyone because everyone we knew would ring first – even the neighbours who would drop had been ‘trained’ to send a text or call beforehand – no one turned up without notice anymore. I’d walked to the door with anxiety on my heels. I’d seen a single magpie sitting on the fence this morning as I washed up after breakfast. Then another of those black and white birds was hopping around the garden when I came in from the school run.

When I opened the door and saw who was standing there, three people who had no real business being on my doorstep, I remem­bered the salt I spilt at dinner the other night that I’d simply brushed away instead of chucking a pinch of over my shoulder. I thought of the ladder I walked under last month before I even realised I’d done it. I recalled all the cracks in the all pavements I’d been stepping on all my life without a single thought for what they might do, how they might fracture my world at some undefined point in the future.

One minute ago . . . One minute ago, I thought to myself, Who’s died? at exactly the same time the policewoman said, ‘Hello, Mrs Challey. Is your husband in?’

I nodded, and they didn’t wait to be asked in, they entered and went straight for the living room as if they’d been there before, as if they regularly came storming into my life and my home without needing an invitation.

Now . . .

And here we are, in the present, at that moment where my life is about to begin. I know it is about to begin because I can feel the world around me shifting: the air is different; the room that is like any other living room with a sofa and two armchairs, a rug and fireplace, and more pictures of the children than is strictly neces­sary gracing the walls, feels somehow altered now that these people are here. These police officers are here. My life is about to begin because I can feel around me the threads of my reality unravel­ling, waiting to be re-sewn into a new, unfamiliar tapestry.

‘Mr Scott Challey,’ the policewoman says, her mouth working in an odd fast-slow motion.

Everything has slowed down so it takes me an age to reach Cora and Anansy, to gather them to me, to hold them close while the policewoman speaks. And everything has speeded up, so a second ago the police officers were on the doorstep, now they are taking Scott’s hands and handcuffing him.

The police officer continues, ‘I am arresting you on suspicion of—’ She stops then, pauses at the accusation; the crime that has caused all this. She doesn’t seem the nervous or shy type, but appar­ently she is the sensitive type. She didn’t seem to notice Cora and Anansy before, but now she stops and shifts her eyes slowly but briefly in their direction before giving Scott a look. An intimate stare from a complete stranger that says they share something that does not need to be spoken; theirs is a connection that does not need words. In response, Scott, whose hands are now ringed by metal handcuffs, whose body is rigid and upright, nods at her. He is agreeing that she will not voice it in front of the children, he is accepting that she does not need to because he already knows what this is about.

Of course he knows what this is about. In the unfolding night­mare, in the girls clinging to me, in trying to comfort them while attempting to take in everything that is happening I have missed Scott’s reaction to this: his face is anxious, unsettled – but not

horrified. He is not responding like the rest of us are because he

knew it would happen.

What is going on?

My fingers are ice-cold as I try to turn Cora’s head into my body; Anansy, who has been terrified of the police since I told her if she stole something from the corner shop again they would come and take her away, has already buried her face in my side, her tears shaking my body.

‘You do not have to say anything,’ the policewoman continues, her eyes focused on my husband. ‘But it will harm your defence if you do not mention when questioned, something which you later rely on in court.’

Will this really get to court? Surely it’s a mistake? Surely.

‘Anything you do say may be given in evidence.’

Scott’s impassive eyes watch her as she speaks.

‘Do you understand these rights as I have read them to you?’ she asks. Scott replies with a half-nod, then his eyes are on me. He knows what is going on, he knew this was coming and he didn’t bother to warn me.

Why? I think at him. Why wouldn’t you tell me this was going to happen?

He doesn’t reply to my silent question, instead he looks away, back to the door through which they are about to lead him.

When they have gone, I lower myself onto my knees and pull Cora and Anansy closer to me, bringing them as near as I can to make them feel safe, to make me feel safe, to protect us from the world around us that is unravelling so fast I cannot keep up.

This is where my life begins: with the sound of my daughters crying and the knowledge that my life is coming undone.

2. Tami

Twenty-five years ago

‘What are you here for?’ Scott Challey asked me. I wasn’t the sort of eleven year old who was usually to be found waiting in the corridor to see the headmaster, so it wasn’t a surprise that he asked me that.

‘They want me to be on the team for something the school is taking part in for the first time ever. It’s a great honour.’ I was a swot. I had friends who were swots and I was in all the top sets at school. I didn’t mind being a swot, it was just the way things were. ‘What about you?’

‘Same,’ he said, shrugging and looking away.

Scott Challey was not a swot. I knew that about Scott Challey. He was clever and in all the top sets, but he was a Challey, and everyone knew the Challey family. My mum always made sure none of us left the house without an ironed uniform, perfect hair and a bag of books filled with neatly completed homework. Scott’s parents thought their job was done because he was often seen at school and the letters they got home about his behaviour were proof that he went there at all (Mum said).

Whenever Mum or Dad saw one of the Challeys in the street they’d talk about them quietly afterwards but not so quietly we didn’t hear. We knew that they were people you crossed over the road to avoid. But you had to pretend that wasn’t why you crossed the roads – they’d do you over if they thought you’d done that. They’d do you over for most things, I’d heard, but definitely for that because, I heard, you’d have made them work – i.e. cross the street to get you – to give you a beating, rather than just give you the beating you might have got from walking past them in the street.

I wasn’t sure if I believed that the school would really ask Scott to do this. He was always in trouble. Like, last week in physics Mr McCoy asked Scott to answer a question in front of everyone on the blackboard. When Scott did it, Mr McCoy said that he’d got it wrong. A few people had snickered and Scott, with his eyes all wide and wild and angry turned around and glared at us all. Everyone stopped laughing straight away. I hadn’t laughed because I knew Scott was right and Mr McCoy was wrong. When someone else put up their hand and said so, Mr McCoy had been embarrassed and said sorry to Scott. But Scott, now with his eyes narrow and mean, said, ‘If you ever do that to me again, I’ll cut your heart out with a spoon and feed it to my dog.’ Mr McCoy didn’t say or do anything. If it’d been anyone else he’d have shouted or sent them to the head­master’s office but ’cos it was Scott, he knew that Scott would do it if he got him into trouble. And if Scott didn’t do it, he had a family who would.

‘Have the school really asked you to do this thing or are you joking with me?’ I asked him.

‘They really asked me. What would be funny about that?’

I shrugged. ‘I didn’t think you’d want to do it.’

We stood in silence, listening to the voices on the other side of the headmaster’s door. ‘Why did you say that spoon thing to Mr McCoy?’ I asked Scott. I couldn’t help myself. I had to know why someone would say such a thing.

‘He made everyone laugh at me.’

‘Not everyone laughed. I didn’t laugh. Loads of people didn’t laugh. More people didn’t laugh than did laugh.’

‘It felt like it.’

‘But why did you say that? It’s horrible.’

Scott shrugged. ‘Something I heard my brother say.’

‘But it’s horrible.’

‘So’s my brother, I suppose.’


We didn’t say anything again for a long time. Then I said, ‘Just because your brother’s horrible, doesn’t mean you have to be.’

Scott stared at me like he was confused. ‘Doesn’t it?’

‘No,’ I replied. ‘You can be nice if you want to. Or you can be not horrible. Like, see, my sister loves teddy bears, even though she’s miles older than me. I don’t have to like teddy bears because she does. You don’t have to be horrible because your brother is. You can be whoever you want.’

He frowned at me for ages like I’d spoken to him in another language that he didn’t understand. ‘Do you really think so?’

‘Yeah, course.’

We didn’t say anything to each other for ages and ages then I said, ‘Are you going to do this thing then?’

‘Dunno. Depends what my parents say. Are you?’

‘I don’t know, depends what my parents say.’

‘So you’re doing it then,’ Scott told me.

‘Yes, I suppose I am. And you’re not doing then,’ I told him.

‘No, I don’t suppose I am.’

The sound of chairs moving on the other side of the door stopped me from leaning against the wall to stand up straight. Scott Challey didn’t, he kept leaning against the wall, because he didn’t care what anyone thought of him and what he did. As the door handle turned, I saw from the corner of my eye that he pushed himself off the wall. He took his hands out of his pockets, tucked in the front of his off-white shirt, which had been hanging out like a tongue, and he stood up straight.

‘Oi,’ he said.

I looked at him.

He tipped his chin up at me.

I grinned at him in return. He was all right. For a Challey.



Call me Beatrix. All my friends do. Some of them call me Bea, of course, but that’s only when they’ve known me a while and we’ve only just met so if you don’t mind, I’d like you call me Beatrix.

It’s amazing the amount of people who’ll shorten your name without so much as by your leave when they’ve only just met you. It’s a bit of a liberty, wouldn’t you say? Not that I think you’d ever take liberties like that. I simply want it to be clear that right now, I’d prefer if you called me Beatrix. Once we get to know each other, you can shorten my name, or lengthen it – but I probably won’t answer if you call me Trixie. (My best friend in school, Eilise Watford, had a dog and they called it Trixie, so you can under­stand why I won’t be answering to that.)

This is what I’m going to say to the man opposite me if he slips and calls me Bea. Although, out of all of the men I’ve met online, he’s the best so far.

Yes, I’m internet dating. Well, dabbling in it. No, it’s not really worked out for me. Yet. I’ve met four men after ‘talking’ to loads: one turned out to be twenty years older than he claimed to be (he’d sent me an old picture, too), one decided to tell me on our first date that he was addicted to visiting prostitutes but was sure the love of a good woman would help him to kick the habit, one claimed to be single but hadn’t bothered to cover up the pale band of skin where his wedding ring usually sat, and the fourth is sitting oppo­site me.

Never thought I’d be doing this still, to be honest. Even after my husband ran off with some whore – I mean someone else – I thought . . . I don’t know, I just didn’t think I’d still be doing this.

This man opposite me seems normal. When we ‘met’ online he’d been witty, he hadn’t started any sex talk and had completely under­stood when I asked for a picture of him with a copy of that day’s newspaper. I also quizzed him relentlessly about his marital status and he’d been honest enough to say he’d been married and divorced and would bring the paperwork with him if necessary to clear up any ambiguity.

This is our first ‘in real life’ date, and in the flesh, he’s pretty hot.

We’re in a very expensive restaurant in Brighton – I’m not a name-dropper so I won’t tell you which – but, this is the truly impressive part, he’s got us a booth. You have to know people to get a booth, especially at such short notice, so kudos goes to him for that.

‘So, Beatrix, tell me about yourself,’ he says.

And I smile at him, knowing I’m going to do anything but.


Excerpted from The Rose Petal Beach by Dorothy Koomson. Copyright © 2012 by Dorothy Koomson.
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